Alignment

Things are changing, namely myself.  I am becoming someone else entirely and this new person is so unexpected and out of the blue!  The good parts of old me and the good parts of new me are colliding.  And I have to say I like who I am right now.  In fact, I love her.

This version of me is happy with herself and her life.  She is finding that she wants less and she wants to want less.  She is focused on the simple pleasures and the simple moments.  She is also focused on taking care of herself mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically, and financially.  She is not searching for the perfect anything because she knows perfect does not exist.  She doesn’t even want a man!  She is sure it would be nice to grow old with someone, but she loves her space and her routines and she doesn’t need that anymore and for the first time in her life she 1000% okay if she stays single.  Just a few good girlfriends is all a girl really needs anyhow.

This version of me is unexpected because for the last couple of years I have been chasing and hoping for the exact opposite.  I wanted the right guy (with a good sized wallet), the right job (in a more exciting industry), the right city (somewhere on the west coast), but now I am happy as I am and with who and what I have.  I am more concerned with quality friendships, and a better job with better benefits in the new year.  That’s really all I am looking for in 2026.

Who knew the yellow brick road would lead me back to who I once was in many respects.  Nothing makes sense either.  I am more aligned than ever with my faith and people like me (sensitives with some psychic medium abilities) are not welcome in that faith and I don’t really care.  The yellow brick road has led me back to the church, back to wanting simplicity and a slower pace of life, and back to choosing my peace over everything else.

I am told I am aligning. My intentions over this past year have been the following:

• Live My Purpose
• Live My Passion
• Live with my Person

So maybe I am aligning with those first two intentions or maybe I am getting into the mental, emotional, and spiritual space to manifest or co-create those intentions in my life.

And it has not been all rainbows and sunshines either.  I am just at peace.  I am at peace even though I have been facing a new health scare (a second type of cancer that also wants to be stiff armed as I mosey through life) and racism and disrespect at work (I mean I don’t know what else to call it at this point - the President has doled out raises to practically everyone and rejected mine 3 times). It is time to go, but I can’t go right now because of said health scare.  As soon as I am able, I will start looking again, but this time I am okay if I end up staying right where I am for a few more years.  It’s not the end of the world.  I am at peace and I am open to what drops in my lap next.  I am no longer chasing, I am attracting whatever the next right thing for me is and I am okay with the not knowing.  It is time for me to relinquish control.