Intentions

I don’t know why I always forget this, but intentions are my magic.  They are my way of manifesting or creating something new.  I have the hardest time remembering this, but if I look back on my life, the times where I was very intentional and using intentions in a very purposeful way - these are the times worth remembering.  These are the times where things fell into place, good connections were made, and life felt like it was happening for me, instead of against me.

This year has been beyond tough on me.  I am at the end of my rope so to speak mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.  I’m more tired than I have ever been.  I feel like I operate on 3% battery all of the time.  I need some things to change, but those things cannot really change until some other things are taken care of and those things will not be taken care of until sometime next year and even then it will be a stretch for me to do what I feel like I must do to make things better for myself.  Did I mention I also seemingly live my life in a catch 22 all of the time?

Since I know I need change, but am not able to create that change at this moment, it dawned on me that my magic has always come from my intentions.  And so I wrote out a set of intentions for God and the Universe to work on, a set that God and the Universe can work on, a set that leaves the details up to the Creator of the Universe instead of me.


Intention 1 - Find My Purpose

Intention 2 - Find My Passion

Intention 3 - Find My Person


I feel like if I am going to keep existing, I need a reason to at this point and these three things are the missing ingredients in a life well lived and well loved.  Every night before I go to sleep I say these intentions aloud and every morning when I get up I say these intentions aloud.  I wrap these intentions around me.  And what has started occurring is 1000% what was never on my bingo card.  I’m reawakening. Synchronicities are everywhere around me.  1111 and 555 are all I see all day every day.  I’m waking up, but this time around I am not scared of it, quite the contrary, it feels like this is how it is supposed to be.  I want to rush forward, but I am told to be patient, and to continue walking down the yellow brick road.  There are things I need to learn and people I need to meet before the real change comes my way.

I am in a transition, an unfolding, a reawakening and this is only after the first month of determining my intentions and purposefully integrating them into my affirmations, prayers, and thought life.  I don’t know what else is in store, but I am definitely sticking with the yellow brick road this time.  I want to know where it leads and who I become in the process.