Spidey Senses

I have come to realize that energy affects me in ways I never really realized.  I mean I have always known that I can have trouble in really crowded places or in spaces like flea markets where there are a lot of items that have been passed around for years.  I had to actually run out of a flea market once because my antenna was just too full.  At least that’s what I thought at the time.  I’m sensitive.

I can hold two blades of grass in my hand and feel the vibrational difference between the two.  When I meet someone I know without a doubt if I like them or not.  I might not be able to tell you why I don’t like them, but I usually find out.   I can walk into a place and get vibes, mental pictures, hear things, etc.  Once when I traveled to the St. Louis area, I didn’t like the energy.   I could even feel when I crossed into a different energy plane so to speak and I literally hated the energy.  Luckily it was a short trip.  I haven’t been back to this city and I am curious to see if it feels the same way to me now, though I would need to go back to the same exact area I was before and I don’t remember where it was I went.

I was guided to start using a moon stone three times a day, placing it at my head, heart, and lower abdomen for 5 to 10 seconds each.  I was told this would help with my temper.  I followed the guidance not expecting much because nothing has worked with my temper, but you know what?  This worked!  It kind of floored me that perhaps energy I was collecting throughout the day was the cause of my temper.  As I have said before, I know I have  some psychic ability and some mediumship ability, but I still didn’t know or understand how much energy was affecting my day to day life until I started using the moon stone.  I am a completely different person now.  No amount of therapy would have ever helped me, because it was an energy thing that I didn’t understand and still don’t to be frank.  I just know the moon stone works and I continue to use it daily, as directed.

Something else I think the moon stone has helped me with is my addictive tendencies.  I am not kidding when I say I have zero desire for any mind altering or mood altering substances.  I don’t even use adaptogen drinks any more.  I actually don’t want anything mood or mind altering in my system.  It’s like the feeling it used to give has been erased from my mind and the only thing I remember is being held captive by the next feeling I was chasing.  Like what a horrible way to live.  I look at people now, regular people who are not addicts or alcoholics, but do drink or smoke or what have you and I feel sorry for them.  Whether they know it or not, they are chasing a feeling and I don’t want to ever chase anything again.  I don’t want to ever be in a situation where I need something to feel okay.  That’s not okay.

I don’t know that I am an empath although I share some of the affects like being overly emotional and thought of as stone cold by most.  What I do know and call myself is sensitive.  In my mind, I am aware of things that others aren’t, I can sense things that others can’t, I can hear things that others can’t, and I can see things that others can’t, just not all of the time.

I’m literally kicking myself right now, actually.  For the past couple of months, I have wanted to go to a particular store to see if they had some black Brighton sunglasses and I never went.  The feeling kept coming and unbeknownst to me, the 80 year old owner was closing the store and I would have gotten the sunglasses at 50% off.  I really need to listen more. I also need to pay more attention when spooky things do happen around me.  I need to turn on my radar (that’s what I call it) and investigate.  I think this is going to be my intention for 2026.  Last weekend, a friend and I went hiking and we had something walk up on us in the forest and I didn’t even think to try to sense, connect, see…  I just noted it and went on with my hike.  For 2026, I want to listen to the nudges, pay attention to what keeps coming to me, and when something spooky happens, acknowledge and investigate it.  And for the love of God and all living creatures everywhere, I will keep using my moon stone.  I had it for like a decade before I found out why I really bought it. I’m still dumbfounded by the change in my attitude and personality.  Who knew it was energy affecting me all this time.  It also makes me wonder if other people have similar problems and just don’t know it.
                                               As we say in church, Peace Be With You.✌🏻