I know some of you are going to be like why is she talking new year’s resolutions when it’s only October! Well, it is something that has been impressed upon me. A nudging if you will. And it was more of a figure out what you want for 2022 and start putting that energy out into the universe kind of thing. Start focusing on what you are wanting to attract into your life and the things you want to change in your life including the bad habits that need to be left in 2021.
What I came up with was a tall order. I know I manifested some of my current life and it does not fit me. Instead of being upset by this I should just play with the universe again and dial up something different. And that is what I am trying to do starting now! Of course, it is helpful that I clearly know what doesn’t work for me and that is the safe road. I should have known this because every time I try to play it safe, it always backfires. I get bored easily, really easily. I need new challenges, new adventures and new places and things and I need them frequently. Notice I did not put people in that category. My humans are the only thing I wish would stay the same. LOL. We’re all moving about on our own journeys and sometimes we can’t stay with certain friends even though we’d love it if we could. Thank God, we live in a world with fast mass transit!
Okay, back to my resolution for 2022. Yes, I have just one thought that can get broken down into so many pieces. That thought is to Create A Life I Enjoy Living. Sounds so simple, but is quite the opposite. What encompasses a life I enjoy living? Well, for starters, I’d like to live somewhere with good hiking and also near a coast because the ocean is a calming influence on my life. And a cooler climate maybe? I don’t do so well in heat and sun light. I’d also like a job that interests me, challenges me and provides a lot new and different mixed into my day-to-day duties. A nice and safe place to call my home is very important. A dog or two too! A committed partner who is looking for someone to play with for the rest of their time on this planet, pretty please? A good group of quality friends in my city of residence is a must! Right now, my quality friends are everywhere except where I currently live. A good spiritual community that fits me. The ability to travel more frequently than I can right now. A physically, mentally and spiritually healthy me - not sure what that looks like at the moment. I would also love to know what I’m supposed to be doing on this planet besides breathing air. Tall order, right? Maybe this is why I need to start putting this energy out there now.
I seem to be bad at choosing. Men, jobs,… the only thing I am really good at choosing is my meal at a restaurant. I never get that wrong. Taurus vibes, when it comes to food, we always know what we want.
It’s been a long hard year. Much of it has been spent being in constant pain and dealing with constant pressure in my abdominal region. I have gained 25 pounds as a result so now I am fat, in constant pain and super uncomfortable. At first, my weight gain was welcomed, but it just kept coming and coming and it got to the point that I was no longer happy about my weight. This coupled with a long commute to a job that is 100% boring and not the right cultural fit for me makes it soooo much worse. The fact that I went down instead of up in pay with a whole host of health issues I need to see a doctor for makes it all even worse. I am fighting to get back above water financially and the horizon does not look good. And this brings me to a week ago when I was pressed to figure out what I wanted 2022 to look like and to start putting that energy out into the universe. I was told to not worry about feasibility or my age or anything really. Just to play with the universe and not take anything too seriously. That last bit is something I have been told way too many times. Maybe I should start listening. I can make a mountain out of any mole hill.
The only thing sort of within my control right now is eating habits and starting to work out again despite the pain and the pressure. For me that means doing the kind of workouts I like and not worrying about the outcome. I hate running and jumping and anything high energy. If I am going to run it is going to be on a bike. I like spin, barre, pilates, yoga and walking/hiking and some dancing here and there. These are the activities I am reinserting in my life no matter how slow or modified or intermittent I have to do them. It has been said that if you start with one thing, the other things will fall into place. So here I am starting with one thing, letting the universe know what I am looking for and trusting that God and the universe will play back.
What about you? If you had zero limitations, what would your life look like? Maybe it is time to start putting that energy out there and remain open to what comes back!